Feelings...
How does it feel to know your everything I need? But you don't know it? If your reading this you know who I am talking about. I really want him (Yes, Ava I WANT HIM!!)I saw him last night and it made me realize how much I want him. And the thought of moving now kinda makes me upset because even if I would hook up with him I wouldn't be able to keep the relationship because of distance. I want to be in a relationship with him again sooooo bad!! I still love him after five years! I know... and Av I'm still not going to tell him.
posted by Kimmy at 3:55 PM
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TELL HIM! You are being a DUMBASS! Real love is hard to come by, but when it does, grab it and hold on to it like a blanket at a slumber party! God, if I had another chance to really tell Austin how I felt, I would. When I think of all the things I was too scared to do. We've both had to face scarier things than rejection. We've both walked through the fire (Mike, both our mothers, my clinical depression, the slit wrists and being almost commited), and we've both come out a little scarred, but better than we were before. Kim, if I had a second chance with Austin, I'd take it, and I wouldn't let anything get in my way, not even the fear of being rejected. If you could face your mother, Mike, and moving here with a new parent (your ghetto-fab dad), then you can face telling him. Oh, and btw, if you don't, I will shut my ears to every single "one that got away" complaint. It took me a while to gather up the courage to tell Austin, but I did, because I refused to let fear get in the way of what could have been a beautiful relationship. Yeah, you're moving, but if it's really meant to be, distance won't get in the way. Maybe it'll happen, and maybe it won't, but you can never regret telling him.
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